she's my love.

2010-02-16T11:45:00.002+08:00

time and again you disappointed me.

you complained about me not doing this not doing that,
but you're the one not doing the things that were expected of us.

even when i asked, you will end up with "lets break".

fuck.

being second choice sucks.
being with you sucks.

Friends

2009-11-23T02:07:00.002+08:00

What's gone wrong?

Maybe the gap has been too wide to narrow down?

Shall wait for the talk patiently.

2009-10-16T04:55:00.002+08:00

The sun's rising but I cant get to sleep.

Hmmm.

Emotional roller-coasters are exciting. WOO~
Shocked my ass out of it's position.
Fortunately it shifted back.

What I need most now is...

Ice
Tub
Water

Emerge myself in it.
Get out and become Ice-man. *that's if I survive

Jiayou JC muggers.
gogogo!

2009-10-09T11:27:00.002+08:00

bugis-ed yesterday.

yawns.
went with ah kang this time.
bought a chain like finally.
have been procrastinating all my buyings.
finally getting them 1 by 1. hoho.

there's a $29 sale at cp.
there's one top which idk what's that called.
it's nice.
yet i don't think i'll be needing it.
so save up.

hmm. auto car lessons coming up.
gotta ace them.

everyone who reads my blog please keep a look out on cardigans for me. Thanks lots.

2009-10-06T23:11:00.001+08:00

Finally after much delay, I've bought my BERMS. woohoo.

They are like damn cheap at 2 for $25.
Hope they last.
Might be doing some modelling in the new clothes I bought.

Stay tuned.

2009-10-06T00:49:00.002+08:00

Long time since i've last blogged...

Insecurity in a woman. Something I would never be able to understand.
All that I can do is to stop letting him do the talking.
Using of my brain is a wiser choice.

Give me a little more time.
I need to become stronger.
Fast.

2009-09-14T23:40:00.004+08:00

driving lessons as normal.

what a boring life.

learning the game's theory.

the shape of a circle with 4 holes deeply etched into my heart.

Jumbo

2009-09-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

Brother's girlfriend is back for her holidays.

Jumbo dinner tonight.
Dishes constitutes of :
1) Shark's fin
2) Sambal Kang Kong - Dad's MUST ORDER dish.
3) Beijing Duck
4) Some Jap-style tofu with lots of mushroom
5) Man Tou with chilli crab gravy
6) Fish
7) Ee-fu noodles
8) Hasma aka xue ge - dessert.

Overall was quite ok. Except that it has the chinese flavouring. A little too much spices.

More of such dinner to come. HEES.

2009-09-09T03:59:00.000+08:00

Woke up from a nightmare
Read a message
Got a shock so bad that I could'nt fall back to sleep

I need some explanations quickly.

2009-09-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

Gum disease - cleared
Driving module one - 90% cleared

These days are so tiring cause i have to wake up early in the morning at 730.
Only have myself to blame for choosing the earliest time slot for driving lessons.

I'm so going to take a picture of an unglam U and post it onto my blog. =p

tada~~

Friday & Saturday

2009-09-06T08:46:00.002+08:00

Went to Ehub! with BG.
BG prepared sushi. hehes. talented eh.
Poor appetite these few day. Can't really decide what to eat.
Ended up eating at the foodcourt. =x
Slacked and took pictures. Hopefully pictures will be up soon.

Met up with Hung Hsiang and Darren.
Pool and ended up slacking at kfc.

Friday was gone. . . LOL

Gone back to NCHS on Saturday again.
Boring Boring Boring. . .
Then down to Ehub! to retrieve BG's camera that she left behind.
Learning how to braid anklets.

Saturday gone. So boring.

BYEBYE

2009-09-03T21:13:00.006+08:00

Was I left behind or did i choose to stay?

I got what I wanted.
Ironically,
It came together in a package.

HAHA.

2009-09-03T10:09:00.004+08:00

Driving lesson 3.

I'm on the ROAD. wooots~~
Drove around the anchorvale CC area.
Shifted gears (1-4) comfortably.
Engine died just ONCE today.
Excitement.

Had a chat with linda and realised that it's been long since I last chatted on the phone.
Jamie could have called but her sister Jolene was using the house phone.
Too bad Jamie. :D:D:D

Rotting my ass off today.

2009-09-02T20:16:00.001+08:00

Now I'm a fucker to all who added me in MSN.

But I don't give it a damn.
As long as it makes you feel more secure.

Fuck the world.
Say whatever shit you all want.
I don't give it a damn.

2009-09-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

Got a surprise this morning.

Driving lesson 1 - all the crap and how to drive at clutch and max gear 2.
Sian. I keep releasing clutch too early, then the engine died on me.
Luckily engines got unlimited lives. :D

Went to look for BG once I reached home cause she could get out of her house. :D
Cold storaged to buy ingredients for sushi. BG knows how to make sushi. So proud of her. :D

Met Jiayi for shopping at 1430. However she reached the MRT station at like 1453. _|_ tt's for u.
Went to plenty of places, just to find something that's like out of stock in singapore. There's not even a glimpse of hope. I shall just list down the places I and Jiayi combed in order.
1) ION orchard
2) Wheelock
3) Pacific Plaza
4) Far East Plaza
5) Chinatown - both old shopping centres
6) Chinatown - OG
7) Bugis - both shopping malls
8) Cityhall - both plazas as well.

Thanks Jiayi for shopping with me without any complaints. =x. :D

I really love baby girl.

Now is the era of Chianingwei. not huihui anymore.

Teacher's day celebration.

2009-08-31T03:53:00.000+08:00

It's 4am in the morning and I can't get back to sleep. Even though I'm really tired. Kept dozing off by the laptop. Maybe I should sit instead of lying down. hmm. . .
Update for the day. . .

Totally missed the celebration at NCHS, although never intended to attend.
Saw almost all the teachers who taught me. Rahim said that I got big boobs. WTF. lol
They had a new impression on me which I kinda like.

In the past whenever they see Desmond, they will be like "Hais, what have you done again"

Now it's so different.

They were like "Wow! Desmond, you changed." blah blah blah. hahas.
So flattering, but nontheless, feet on the ground. Not floating away.

Intended to go ION.

Ended up in PS.

I understand. but I just ranted. I don't know why.

Maybe this childish Desmond needs to mature more.

Friday & Saturday

2009-08-30T04:19:00.000+08:00

Yipeee!!~

Exams are like finally over! Wanted to spend the day at ION. But someone was tired so we headed home.

Had the first homely meal. Although I don't say, but I enjoyed it. :D

Bought my long sought casual blazer. Woots~
*though it's a little over sized. Kinda rare to use OVERSIZED on me.

Blazers are expensive. Even though it's casual, it's worth $200. Needed a little persuasion before my mom agreed.
*wiping all the windows once a week. hope my window panes drop downstairs even before the start of the new week.

THE END of friday. P.S: food republic SUCKS. _l_

Start of Saturday

Went all the way to malaysia early in the morning 8am. LOL

8 was the drive off time.

Fortunately there weren't any traffic jams.

Went over to get my hair trimmed and tidied up.

Bought a CK T just to match my newly bought blazer. woots.
It's custom fit though. Shows my succulent nipples. . .

Although it's pretty obscene, I still love custom fit clothes!
Too bad to those who are looking. LOL. =x

Linda's birthday was today, but till now, I havn't wish her. :D

Jamie planned a surprise which obviously will fail.
Nonetheless, we spent the evening by the sea at vivo. For pictures, please go to
www.thatsuperheroine.blogspot.com

I'm just too lazy to get the pictures from them. Plus, I don't have the talent in photography.

Linda cried, but it wasn't due to the surprise.
*that's her. LOL. kidding.

Although there wasn't anything of the sort of a spectacular dinner or programme,
the evening was really enjoyable.

Dinner were just some packet of snacks which Jamie bought but ended up splitting costs =.=|||

I kope-ed Alina and Jamie's sushi.
*looking forward to someone making sushi. :D

Chat from like 7 plus all the way to 10 plus.
Caught up with the super duper busy Jiayi.

I'm a good listener. LOL.
*right jiayi. hohoho.

I'm still not going to wish Linda a happy birthday. too bad~~

2009-08-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

Nose bleeding occurs when one sees a sexy and hot lady(at least that's what I think),
what about bleeding gum (top one)? hmmm...

What about aching intercostal muscles(the one in between the ribs)?

Don't want to bother BG. Later she KPKB. :D:D:D

Wigan vs Manchester United was too boring for me.

Hence, I decided to surf the net and I chanced upon this quote.
I found it amazingly hilarious thus, I decided to share.

Charles Kingslev - "He was one of those men who possess almost every gift, except the gift of the power to use them."

2009-08-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

Sleepless nights - Atthiest

How much more will there be?
Nightmares from the past,
Claiming places in this withering soul.
Where will the soul gather it's strength from?
Where's the light GOD promised?

Went down to Kovan and waited for 2 hours just to book my driving lessons for October.
Driving test date on 23rd Oct 2009.
Hopefully I will ace it. :D

2009-08-17T14:53:00.001+08:00

Love Horoscope:

You are going through a rather intense emotional period right now, Aries, and this may affect your romantic affairs. Whether you are single or attached, this intensity is going to be short lived, so try and move through this period with as little energy as possible. Do not wear your heart on your sleeve, or let too much of this intensity come through right now. If you keep your thoughts and your feelings to yourself, you will save yourself some unwanted drama in the long run. Simply be true to yourself and your needs, and anyone that may be affected by your emotional upheaval will respect you more down the road.

Maybe I should just shut up.

No Boundaries - Adam Lambert together with Me

2009-08-16T11:26:00.000+08:00

Grey stands for Adam Lambert
Green stands for Me

Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
If only time didn't exist
You know what you want but how long can you wait
You know how long I can wait
Every moment lasts forever
Sometimes I wish the clock is spoilt
When you feel you've lost your way
I'll be there like I've always been
What if my chances were already gone
I have taken my chances
I started believing that I could be wrong
I know I'm not wrong
But you gave me one good reason
You just gave me another reason
To fight and never walk away
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
So why should you be afraid

With every step you climb another mountain
I will hold your hands and climb it together
Every breath it's harder to believe
Have faith in me if not yourself
You'll make it through the pain
I'll make it through the pain for you
Weather the hurricanes
Hurricanes are the smallest things that I'm willing to weather for you
To get to that one thing
You know what's that thing (ni zhi dao de)

Just when you think the road is going no where
I'll appear before you to guide you
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
I'll be your new dream and light up your path
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
I'll carry you and you will know that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
I will never let you fall over
What if today is as good as it gets
Tomorrow will definitely be better
Don't know where the future's headed
As long as we're together, everything will be fine
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Nothing will bring me down

Jumped every bridge I've run every line
Broken all rules just to be with you
I risk being safe, I always knew why
As long as I know you're safe
I always knew why
I know you're
So here I am still holding on
So why should you be afraid

With every step you climb another mountain
I will hold your hands and climb it together
Every breath it's harder to believe
Have faith in me if not yourself
You'll make it through the pain
I'll make it through the pain for you
Weather the hurricanes
Hurricanes are the smallest things that I'm willing to weather for you
To get to that one thing
You know what's that thing (ni zhi dao de)

Just when you think the road is going no where
I'll appear before you to guide you
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
I'll be your new dream and light up your path
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
I'll carry you and you will know that you can

You can go higher
I will soar with you
You can go deeper
I will dive to find you
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
You will not be able to run away from me
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
Break all the rules because you know I'm worthy

With every step you climb another mountain
I will hold your hands and climb it together
Every breath it's harder to believe
Have faith in me if not yourself
You'll make it through the pain
I'll make it through the pain for you
Weather the hurricanes
Hurricanes are the smallest things that I'm willing to weather for you
To get to that one thing
You know what's that thing (ni zhi dao de)

Just when you think the road is going no where
I'll appear before you to guide you
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
I'll be your new dream and light up your path
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
I'll carry you and you will know that you can

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries
There will be no boundaries just to love you. . .

2009-08-14T18:38:00.000+08:00

Everyday is a happy day. SMILES.

I Love You too

PS: Shun, return u $10 asap. =x

2009-08-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

不想放手，因为我爱你。

2009-08-08T11:00:00.000+08:00

PHEW~

EAA and CLSP is finally over. CLSP = Company Law & Secretarial Practice. By it's name I think you can guess that it's damn tedious...

The papers were moderate because I know how to answer the questions. WOO~

Woke up at 5am. POWER right?
Not to study. *no prize for guessing it right*

My EAA paper was at 9am which seems normal.

BUT

My CLSP paper was at 4pm.
*FYI, 11 - 4, I have no lessons on and my friends had. . .

Thanks ******* for pei-ing me until 4. HAHAS.

Tired tired tired. Back to bed.

OH YAR! F u alan for groping my ass... _|_

2009-08-05T01:25:00.001+08:00

Since I cant go to bed, I have decided to update my blog. :D

I realised that I have a friend,
whom everyone says looks okay.

In fact she's not. See the below picture and you will understand why!

FYI, that's TOILET PAPER... ...

I have freaky friends.

Next up stars. :D

No prize for guessing whose hand it belongs to.

Happy Desmond.

2009-08-03T23:23:00.001+08:00

I screwed up today completely.

HAHAS. funny? :D

typical forceful smiley.

Bloody smiley (literally)

2009-08-02T17:01:00.001+08:00

I can't study.

Pages smeered with hypnotic powder.
Every flip of the notes,
Every scent,
Makes me feel like sleeping.

What's going on?

Underachiever?

Forever?

Tell me that all of you are wrong.
"Desmond you're an intelligent boy." - Fuck that.

revision

2009-08-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

Start of something new.

Okay, not new. We have it every semester. The End-of-Semester exams.
Anyone reading this and is stressed, don't tell me.(karen) Lol.

My 2 revision schedules. *I still prefer mine. HAHAS.

But I will be using the one created by her. smiles.

Friday

2009-08-01T14:21:00.001+08:00

As usual woke up earlier than I should. But, it's not tiring.

U.d.d.e.r.s was disappointing!!!

IT WAS GONE!!! ROAR. :(

But. A new one was left behind. :D

I love the reflection. Do you? :)

Muderer-ed.
Lame movie. Anti-ageing disease. WTF?
A 10 year old child ended up being 40 years old due to this disease.
Freaking lame.
Someone was so scaredddddddd.

For someone...
生病 or 不舒服
MUST TELL ME.
马上 and immediately!

2009-07-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

谢谢谢咛纬

sounds like I'm stuttering. LOL.

2009-07-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

5-0.

Sad day for Singapore. . .

Sadder day for Larrison . . .

He could only watch the game from the North stand which is behind the goalpost.
You would think that sitting behind the goalpost is wonderful cause you can see the goals, but that suay jiao, ended up sitting at the side where action is little. :D

Me sitting at EAST stand caught all the action. ALL. Except for the replays.

I ridiculously brought binoculars just to spot the players. Cute eh? :X
Mascherano wore slippers during pitch inspection. Damn relac eh.

The best part of the whole experience:
people wearing Manchester United's jersey getting onto the stands invites loud boos and chants: "man u sucks, man u sucks".

Damn fun seriously. :D

Ting hui's birthday.

2009-07-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

25th July 1991, a boy was born.

His name is Terence Ng TING HUI. TING HUI is the highlight. :D

At 25th July 2009, he finally becomes a man.
His birthday presents are: "cool as fcuk" shirt
CONDOMS - 12 pack. Rose flavour.

We celebrated his birthday at lots of places. Peach garden for dim sum buffet, Udders for Ice Cream/blowcandlesession and finally ION Orchard.

My ice cream flavours - Tira miss"wei" & Rum Rum raisin.

didsomethingatuddersjustforyou.

Liverpool soccer practice

2009-07-26T10:33:00.001+08:00

Wee~~

It was my maiden trip to Liverpool's soccer training.
Although the view wasn't clear, the feeling was still great.
There was almost a thousand liverpool fans who turned up for the session, and some were siao on.

I experienced my first miniature Kallang wave. The feeling is beyond words. You just have to experienced it yourself. :D

Soccer is boring to those who don't like sports.
So I shan't mumble too much.

PICTURES(though it's the same size as my first Kallang wave)

Shun Hui.

2009-07-25T09:55:00.000+08:00

Let me introduce one of my friends to you. His name is SHUN HUI aka Grey bear.

FYI, I'm not gay. Just that something interesting happened.

The story goes. . .

One day, Mr Eggy was caught by a Koufu owner.

The Koufu owner told Mr Eggy: hey egg face, you're so going to be eaten.
Mr Eggy *terrified* said :" please let me off?"
Koufu owner :" let you off? suck on it egg face."

With that, the Koufu owner threw the egg into the boiling water and it became a half boiled egg.

Not long after, I bought the half boiled egg. Being half boiled, it's not fully dead. So after i cracked the egg, it decided to go on an escape mission.

Somehow it found it's way to. . .

SHUN HUI's bag. LMAO.

His reaction wasn't as large as I expected. Nonetheless, it's up.

2009-07-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

I almost forgotten who I am.

The moment when the lights were turned off, I was blinded.

Finally I could see again. I realised that I was wrong. Since the beginning, there were no ulterior motives to being good to you. So why should I think there is now.

Good friends we shall be.

Maybe even best friends.

Morning calls shall resume.

Medicine reminders shall resume as well.

This time, it's not a bloody :D anymore. :D

2009-07-22T21:28:00.001+08:00

Congratulations.

Trying to mean it like I mean it.

Need some time off. . .

2009-07-22T00:29:00.001+08:00

A smile that hurts so bad. . .